Today marks my last day at Ruder Finn and two weeks until I depart Israel. I'm not sure where the past almost 5 months have gone! On one hand it feels like I have been in Israel forever, and on the other hand, I feel like I just arrived. I'm feeling so conflicted about leaving. I love Israel--it it such a beautiful, unique country--and I have made a home for myself here and made incredible friends from around the world. Yet there are also some things about Israel that I am just so frustrated with and I miss many aspects of home.
Although Israel is a fantastic country, I feel like Israelis themselves leave much to be desired. I have written often about how crazy and rude they can be. Although I realize this is a huge generalization, I find Israelis as a whole to be quite rude and disrespectful. It's true that they can be generous and warm at times and not all Israelis are complete douche bags. Yet for the most part I think they are definitely not the nicest people on the planet. They push, shove, and yell and make no apologies for it. The Israeli men are aggressive to the point of being completely inappropriate. Cashiers never smile at you, say hi, or tell you thank you. I know much of this is just cultural--they have had to toughen up because their lives are much more stressful and difficult than what we're familiar with in the US. And of course there is the sabra mentality--hard on the inside, but soft and sweet on the inside. Still, I think 5 months is enough time for me to be immersed among the sabras! I have met some Israelis who seem so nice and warm, and then I discover that one of their parents made aliyah (immigrated to Israel), so they are really only half Israeli!! Without exception, I have found this to be the case. I think it's actually quite a shame; the entire world hates Israel as is--they don't want tourists to leave thinking Israelis are inconsiderate and offensive!
Random things I miss:
*I miss my car so much. I feel like I've definitely lost some of my independence by having to rely on public transportation. It's so much more of a schlep and takes 3 times as long to go anywhere on a bus than it would with your own car. Buses are often crowded, and that is never pleasant on a hot summer day! Plus, in Israel it's that much more difficult to rely on public transportation, since nothing runs for 24 hours every week (and sometimes more when other holidays fall during the week). When I get home I will without a doubt appreciate being able to go wherever and whenever I want!!
*Walmart (especially Super Walmart!)--There is no huge supercenter here where you can buy anything and everything you could possibly want. You need to go to a million different little places. And, again, without a car--not easy! And of course Walmart's prices can't be beat..especially compared to everything in Israel!
*A gym! The gym here was much too expensive for me to join (would have been 880 shekels!) so I have just been running 5-7 days a week. As gorgeous as the views of the Old City are on my daily run, running without cross-training does get tiresome after a while. I can't wait to go back to EP Fitness!
*TV. I have basically gone almost 5 months without watching TV. I didn't watch a ton of TV at home, but I would watch it everyday, whether watching it as I ran on the treadmill, or watching Jay Leno and Conan O'Brian before bed. So it's just odd to have no access to any TV. I have only seen CNN.com video clips and movies on my laptop here.
*A comforter! I didn't want to buy a comforter for only 5 months, so I have been sleeping with only a sheet and a small throw blanket I brought from home! It's been adequate, but I am looking forward to curling up with proper bedding.
*I really love the food here, so there isn't too much food from home I miss terribly. Of course, I miss certain American brands (some of which they have here, but importing costs are ridiculous) I can't wait to have a million different types of cereal available to me again! Something I do miss that they have none of here are frozen dinners (specifically Lean Cuisine, Healthy Choice, etc)
*I also miss speaking the native language of the country. Of course in El Paso, many people don't speak English (!), but English is still the predominant language in America and everything is in English. I can read the newspapers, the packaging on everything, etc. Many times at the supermarket here, I have no idea what something is because there is no English. (Is this chicken or soy??) I am sure I have also been charged wrong many times at the supermarket, but considering the entire receipt is in Hebrew, I have no idea!
And of course it goes without saying that I miss my family and friends!
After I leave here I'm going backpacking in western Europe for 3 weeks with my cousin Amanda and friend Valerie from back home. We're meeting in Amsterdam, and traveling to Belgium, France, Spain, Switzerland, Italy, and Germany before ending back in Amsterdam (from which we will fly home). I'm of course excited, but at the same time part of me just wants to go home now. I've essentially been traveling in a foreign country for 5 months and 3 more weeks of public transportation, not understanding the language and spending more money isn't as appealing to me as it would be if I were coming straight from home! But I'm confident it will be worth it in the end.